For a long time I felt like this. I felt like no one understood me. Now, I'm discovering so many things, whether true or not, that resonate with me and inspire me to be the greatest version of myself.
I'm understanding the beauty of conflict and the wonderful magic of resolution and forgiveness.
For anyone that feels like this, I encourage you to have an open mind and get out of your comfort zone.
Start learning more about yourself and the way you've felt growing up. Resentment, anger, mistrust, or whatever feeling you grew up with was for a reason, unique to you. There's so much room for growth and knowledge and we are at a beautiful time where we're gaining access to ideas that seem out of this world (literally). Let go of fear and push yourself to explore your truth. I promise it is a beautiful journey of self-discovery and that of this beautiful earth.
Im growing more and more excited to discover my truth, and it's inspiring me more and more to educate people and help in anyway I can.
It's not easy, but it's very rewarding to choose a life filled with love and forgiveness. It was hard for me to understand, and I still have trouble resisting at times, but when I am able to let go and let the universe and Mother Earth care for me, WOW it's such a beautiful, nurturing feeling. I am blessed to have lived the life I did and still do. It's lead me to wonderful, and at times scary, moments. I now know that if I need to communicate something to anyone, it will be because that was my purpose at that moment. Silence is just as wonderful, and I am now working on keeping quiet when my opinion is not needed.
I feel really good today and I wanted to write this as a reminder to myself that I have outgrown quite a lot in my life, including belief systems, and, although my mind sometimes goes into fight/flight mode, the outcome is always perfect just for me. I'm learning to be myself, because if not, my anxiety is there to remind me.
So again, if ya feel like this I encourage you to break out of your comfort zone, whatever that may be, and let the universe guide your interactions. It's a beautiful way to learn about yourself and others...